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I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirtI will let you down
I will make you hurt
This has been in my head for days and seems so appropriate for today. I have let so many down and made so many to hurt. Even though I try to kill it all away I still remeber everything. What have I become, my sweetest friend?